songless

this poem is the result of an ongoing poem challenge hosted by a friend named Fabulous Bebe called, "10 Word Thursdays". This is the last poem I did back in January. Wanted to share ;)

placed on my lips
is a song
a melodic feature of pleasure...
found in the depths of
a SUNFLOWER'S center
abloom and bursting
with a KALEIDOSCOPE
of notes
written and sung
composed and played
sung like praise
given life
through ORAL ORGAN
blown like colored glass
dangerously fragile...
a song conceived of FALLACY
gullible delusions
an INTERCOURSE of
my open heart and
his closed mind
the ticking of time
elapsing
collapsing
falling in deep keys
and octaves high
lulling ballads
born at the SOLSTICE of promise
and tomorrow
me left,
singing in painful soprano
FELLATIO
upon breathless hums
inhaling love
exhaling agony
remembering...
rocking with the sound
of his instrument
in my ear
letting it VIBRATE
piercing my mental
consuming my soul
and killing my MUSE...

ode to an open heart

have you ever spoken with someone and found yourself feeling...no really...deeply empathizing with them? shuttering at every confession and admission as if it's your own journey of discovery? well that is what happened to me tonight...and this poem was born from a kindred pain and agony...laced with a love longing. here's to the spirit behind this ode...

here i lay

my burdened soul out

primed for the taking

risking abandonment

heartbreak

stagnancy

and unrequited affections

...i propose

a soul-fitting

a joining of us

the intended amalgamation

of a man and his rib

i bare to you

scorching tears

pleading for fulfillment

flailing arms

reaching for steady hands

uncertain eyes

searching yours for a yes...

...that you get it

me...and this

psychic transmission

too lengthy for letters

too precious for words

that if my soul

has to go one more moment

unconnected from yours

that i'd surely

certainly...

disintegrate

or...

at least it feels that way

because, 

i've never felt

so over the moon

universally lifted

and simultaneously petrified...

ever!

you bring to me

ecstatic electricity

these solar flares off my aura

and then

shivers of fear

that can cause

the not-so-average kween

to fall to her knees

in true epic surrender

...with this love averred

comes an unparalleled fright

that i'll never truly have you

...that the final vision

i have of us

will give way

to agony and loneliness

that the one whose vibe

is my impetus for morning's joy

will leave me

in a pool

of melancholy reflections

standing alone

in cold emotion

untouched and unloved

still...

i am here

alight in your palm

entrusting my gentle heart

to an open fist

praying you wont

crush my wings

hoping you'll love me

for,

everything i am

and am not

wanting to be

what you desire so wantonly

that you'd hurdle

over hills

and shake off chills

to lay open your heart...

next to mine

in there

you are there...

undoubtedly

profoundly IN there

embedded with your

distinctive scent

beyond the fibers

cloaking my heart

you are...

all UP IN every cell

insinuating yourself

within and throughout

living inside the inside

tucked in between

tights spaces unseen

...you've dived

SO far

to the core of me

i've begun exhaling you...

YES, love...

you're all UP IN there

stamped properly

copy written

love bitten

FUCK smitten...

you're officially

buried knee deep

into the essence of me

irrevocably

ALL up in there...

is there any wonder...

that my channel

broadcasts you

programmed with

content not suitable

for a soul but mine?

every step taken

so influenced by your swagger

i can feel your spine

aligned with mine...

blood flowing like wine

leaving me

inebriated and high

you my dear...

are so very IN there

that...

shut doors

clipped lines

blocked profiles

stunt chicks

understudies

and fake smiles

CANT

dig you up and out

pluck you from beneath

exorcise you soul deep

from the place

you've refused

to abscond

your energy's glow

audio in surround sound

laugh like crack

deep daddy tone

when calling mama home

smooth-knowing-i'm-all-yours flow

is ALL up

got me fucked up

wrapped up

so stuck

burrowed in my gut

UP IN THERE!

the way you do

i love the way...you do me

the flat of your tongue

against the small of my back

licking outside the lines

illustrating love

impressions of your hunger

left in my softness...

tender tips rolling

over my slopes

like foamy white rapids

forming between clinched thighs

your name reverberating

off the surface of my skin

as you bookmark

every part of me

every mound

and

alley of kali

every stream of cream

the cave you crave

*i think my clit just waved*

YOU man...

pressing play

on my button

ain't NOTHING

i've had before

comes close to the way...you do me

pecks upon

the nape of my neck

you tasting every salty sweet

speck of my sweat

the power of my pulse

at the whim of your will

as i lie still

the way...

YOU do...

is the truth

NO one

does me the way you do

incessant fusions

of you

in me

my senses

submitting

my own touch

drawn unnaturally to your body

my sense of smell

taken over by the hints

of you still present

in whiffs of memory

swallowing air

that tastes like your love

me seeing you

with shut eyes

yet blinded when

gazing over you

how you do me...

has never been done

say...

you'll keep doing me?

it ain't love...

love hurts...
"they" say
but nah...
it ain't love
it's the one swift motion
of a judas' stab
mighty enough
to pluck your spine apart...
disc by disc
...it's the hot sting
of pristine gloves
smiting you
challenging you
to a duel of heart and mind
...it's the phantom pain
of shins
recently kicked
chins checked
mouths dropped
it ain't love...
love don't lie to you
knowingly letting untruths
cascade off tongues
like venom
...love don't
option you out
to check for greener pastures
while shitting on your lawn
love don't...
promise maliciously
smiling while plucking you
of your hope
it don't dumb down
spread thin
share or lend
the love meant for you
nah...
that ain't love
love don't get mad
shut out
stomp out
begrudge or
misjudge you
mistreat
speak ill
disrespect
cheat on
beat on
take for granted
deceive
make excuses
belittle or
forget you...
that ain't love
love makes time
changes
enhances
and finds peace in you...
love don't hurt...
it hurts NOT to love
it hurts to LOSE it
it hurts to think about it escaping you
love don't hurt...
but the illusion of love
under the guise of
anything BUT love...does

sing me

tickle me like ivories

caressing the bones of me

blow my mind away

trumpeting airy odes

...written expressly for me

in the key

of c sharp

shattering grains of sand apart

once heated

to a transparent shine

clinking with mine

write me inside of romance

and metaphor

"liking" me

personifying me

into illustrious poetry

hum to my

acoustic soul

vibratos bouncing against

percussion thumps of my heart

find me in the beat

between the kicks

and cymbals

give me you

in bridges and breakdowns

touch my lips

with sweetened harmony

while bass strums

echo over me

on repeat...

name a song for me

and inspire lovers

with live scats

*do dat...do dee*

is that just for ME, baby?

...remember me

in hymns and ditties

written

while smitten

with verses

of quelling syncopation

adorned in delectation

award worthy

applaud worthy

have mercy...

[deep sigh]

sing me...

in musical dreams

whistle

while working me

work at not hurting me

float away

into our love sway

like a song,

you cant quit singing all day

sing me...

i'm listening