right now

right now...
i could use
a manly chest
to rest
my head upon
masculinity refined
in pecs set perfectly
to fit the curve of my neck
to lie securely into...
nestling within,
the valleys of definition
a catch-all for tears
or licks
or inhales of his scent
cosseting my spirit
allaying my mind's pace
to give way
to the gate of astral space
like lavender...
giving me calm
in his arms...
i am overdue
for a man of mine
to be the one
whose frame
tames my senses...
him...
making it okay
to be less than superwoman
and more than a burden...
that one,
giving me permission
by way of kisses
placed sweetly
on my third eye...
locking into the sight
of a man
unafraid of my need...
needing to be
the strength
to my fairer sex...
needing to be
the one I run to
come to...
become love to...
right now,
i could lie quietly
as the ticks of his heart
thump in rhythmic tune
to my soul's instrumental song
giving me everything
i need in a moment's moment...
in that minute
in a life's day
right now,
if he laid beside me
my heaviness
would lighten...
as soon as he offered me his body...
a tap on his firmness
a sign to say
"yes bae...
...i'm here"
and i could cry
or sigh
or lie still until his
physical lullaby
took me over
...i need him
right now...